November 26, 2004
haven been sleeping much... yesterday was even worst...
was half asleep from the moment i was in bed... just cant sleep..
get off bed at 9... clean the house... left home at 11 to buy some stuff for tml's trial run.
buy buy buy... until 1230.. met angie at bus stop to pass me the hula hoops..
lunch
den ard 130.. was in sch to meet delong pass me the poles..
cy came along.. with lishern.. and weiting.. there we work on the things for tml...
rain rain rain....
heavy rain...
cut cut draw draw paste paste.. done at 5plus..
home.. tired..
bathe n went out again..
to rs house.. help fix his com.. think i wasnt any help at all.. i dunno how to do it...
after that left his house.. went downstairs and had a long chat with him..
maybe he really changed.. for the good... good for him..
after listening to his long long long stories... dunno if i shld feel sad.. or happy for him..
happy for him to find someone he really love...
sad for him to afterall... left with nothing...
sweet memories are always so short...
hard times are always so lasting...
muz be hard on him.. all these while.. i haven been a good friend..
all i did was listen.. and maybe that was enough? i dunno...
the only thing i can do is listen. its always so nice to see him laugh and smile when he talk about those great times he had... its been so long since we had a nice chat. since i went poly.
really hope tat he can survive this part of his life...
once for all.. all for once...
and there he goes for his bright future!
home at 12.. din even feel hungry.. so i clean up the dinner.. and here i am blogging...
always in life... there is something to compare...
and thats how i know, how fortunate i am...
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