January 02, 2005
AYC NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
1. don't want to hear any of my friends dying. be strong gy.
2. change my tables.... the more i look at them.. the more irritated i get...
3. get my GL100! the only phone i like...
4. get a PS2! i miss my gaming paradise...
5. earn more money money money.. get a new job!
6. fly fly n fly away! jan i am going to KL.. feb to thai... i wan more!
7. get my class 2 license.
8. get gooood results for studies.
9. learn guitar!
10. slim down! hurr..
11. catch up with everyone.. miss all!
12. let my wishes to hit 20000! (see below taggie. i really start from 0! >.<)
13. know myself better.
14. quit smking.
15. wake up early... and be punctual for classes
16. stop sweeting
17. lazy.. nevER!
18. maybe i din really cared about all these resolutions
19. oh just shut up bastard... u cared about nothing in the first place
well... 2004 has already ended. for almost every year, people will say its a bad year.. n hope for a better one.. hey look man! aint u tired of repeating them every year.. even if u din realise that? give urself a break. its just those say-or-dun-say-doesnt-really-matter stuff. cover words. ke dao hua.
it wont be a bad year if u looked on the bright side. people just like to look n the bad side, n keep telling ourselves things can be better. look at the tsunami. i dun even care about it. why? say whatever u wan. say i am heartless, idiot, bastard, s hole...
LOOK.
its always due to those BIG THINGS like 911, n all these earthquakes.. that people start to think about God. to give u some basic knowlegde, i am also once His sheep, and i know what exactly i am talking about right now.
people start to pity, start to try n help. comon la.. yes, we are here happily living, alive, no disaster. i dun think even 0.00001% of the people living on this island had ever suffered. really. suffered.
tell me about those being raped, being sexually abused, trying to die becuz their bf/gf broke their hearts, being cheated, bankrupted, dieases, cancer, homeless, lonely. ARE THESE REALLY BEING SUFFERING?
you guys know nothing about being suffering. neither have i experienced. but at least i know the degree of what a suffer is really is.
its not about being hungry all the time.
its not about being raped or abused.
its not about being homeless, lonely.
its not about being cheated, bankrupt.
its not about being ill.
you know nothing about suffering.
thats the reason i am not pitying anyone. they dun wan ur pity.
to tsunami victims. its a insult you think they cant live on without your only-trying-to-do-what-i-can help. thats a suffer.
here. i am trying to be happy boy, giving happy new year resolutions.
its the best year that past. i dun hope a better to come, for i will tend to take more things more granted.. and live too proudly, too complacently. this is enough. gimme a bad yEAR!
now u muz be laughing. asking why i am such a weird person.
too many times too high expectations.
too many times too much hopes.
too many times too disappointed
too many times too depressed.
low expectations
less hopes
more satisfied
happier
isnt that betteR?
2005. 12 months. 52 weeks. 365days. 8760hours. 525600minutes. 31536000seconds. 2006.
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