March 26, 2005
Today marks the end of semster 2.2 for me.
at least.. the last examination paper had finished.
hopefully i can get good results, which is not very possible becuz i know how much effort i have exactly put into this period.
semster 2.2 is quite a experience for me... thinking back.. sometimes i dun really know if things i recall happened in sem 2.2.. or rather recalling my life in TP.
knowing friends
hating them..
liking them..
gossips and chats
slacks and chills...
friends i adore...
friends i neglected..
everything. just made me reflects on myself.
skipping lectures and tutorials..
runaways from school for trips overseas..
money earned and spent.
time valued and wasted
path walked and forgotten
there is so many memories
right now.. i am hoping to save up some cash.. or shld i say alot of it.
i wanna change my desk. my phone. my room. my life.
no luck with debts still. debts are like way overdue.. and i just felt so pushy about asking people to return money. not say its a big sum, nor small. sometimes i just lose respect for them... even if its a good friend, a trusted mate.. it just quite hard to open my mouth to ask for it. its like begging for money, and at the same time making them feel uncomfortable if i will to ask infront of everyone. i just sit there and wait them to feel guilty and return me the money. to those i owe money to.. try to hint me about it.. i may have forgotten about it.
i wanna save up alot. i wanna get something i really wanted. even if its not for myself. i just wana own one. i just.. crave to own it.
the start of holidays. maybe i have some things planned up
some job interview next week..
want to go agency look for job
not to mention the 8 chalets
returning of comics to andy..
passing some stuff to kayan..
working.. (hopefully i can get alot of schedules if i cant get a new job)
SL camp (now i dun really have much feelings for camps)
jap dramas..
guide books..
CAN cafes..
sometimes i just stone there and wonder... exactly what else can i do either than sitting infront of this light-emitting device.
can i live without this computer?
can i live without my handphone?
i wanted to go back to the days i really studied hard...
doing those workbooks infront of TV..
mugging before end of year papers..
feeling no regrets.
not like right now.
I HOPE FOR A BETTER SEM! good sip allocation.. new things to learn..
a good future... for a good mE!
haha.. this sounds like what reflection of the year.. bleah.
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